Today I had a dream,
The first part of my dream is,
I was at a prayer meeting which my brother
is leading, the presence of God is there and that everything is SUPERNATURAL!
But I am sleeping in it. My brother said to me “YOU are slacking, something is
wrong with you!!” I really didn’t like my brother scolding me that way.
After awhile, someone came to me (he is a
leader). I don’t remember who is it but he certainly is someone that I admire
and respect (in the dream). This man asked me one question. “Something is wrong
in your life, what is that?” at that point in the dream, I have a major problem
or a sin (I’m not so sure already). I was so scared to answer him; I told him
another problem I am facing (which I also don’t remember now). He answered “fix
it” and then he left.
I was thinking to myself, how to fix it?
Why did he say something like that and leave?
I don’t remember what happen after that,
which leads me to the 2nd part of the dream
I met this man again, this time he went
straight up to me. I knew it in my heart that he knows what I am going through
and that he know I lied to him the other time. He wanted the biggest problem
that I am facing but I tell him other small ones. That is why he said “fix it”
that’s all.
This time he said “we are humans and that
humans are weak, we sin, we have problems and we are not perfect. That is why;
we have friends and leaders to help us, to encourage us, to cover us, to
protect us.”
At that time, I understand one thing. More
like I learn something new.
We are always hiding our problems and our
sin. But we have leaders and friends. We say we trust them and we know we can
trust them. But in the end, do we really trust them? Did we act out our trust
to our friends?
When we have a problem and sin, we should
just say it out to the right person who is our leader and our close friends. If
we do not, how are we giving them the chance to prove our trust? How are they
going to protect us? How are they going to encourage and comfort us?
If we do not do these things, we can never
overcome the sin and the problem that we are facing. We will be haunted by them
forever. We will face the same problems again and again.
Hasta Luego! Cheers
~
Andrew Tham
Twitter : @NdruTham
Twitter : @NdruTham
Seems very meaningful :)
ReplyDeletethank you Raine. If you need an ear or someone to share your problems, you can look for me too. your secret will stay with me :)
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